ok...
so im jamin out
listening to Pretty boy fury
by we are the fury.
you guys should realy look them up
if you like hot hot heat and ima robot
then youll like em lol

so im prolly getting a new xanga soon
ima leave this one up
made the mistake of deleting whoneedethsmemmories the last time
no all my warped tour and colorado memories are gone lol
*pouts*
ill post my new name as soon as i know what it is

i forgot i had a contract drawn up with mrs hunter
i have to maintain an A - B Average in sophmore standard english
or she wont recomend me for junior and senior AP english
which is "were she knows i should be"
i also talked to the counselor about getting into Government a year early
concidering its only allowed to seniors it might take some effort
by mrs shouffner knows how interested i am in politics
she said shes already concidered putting me in there

speaking of politics
i need to stop procrastinating
and work on my essay for the junior statesman summer politics program
its due in march....i think the 14th
so i REALLY need to get it done or i wont make it

ack
<3 raiinie

ended up going to see final destination 3 with josiah ian alison steph and miller last night. the movie was realy lame. we talked and goofed off and talked and made fun of the movie the eniter time.i think we pissed off the preppy people in front of us. the 2 skater dudes behind us just kept laughing.

we got out of there and drove around then went to wall*mart. played hide and seek in there for a bit then left. some wierd black guy that none of us knew kept following us around. turns out he was just waiting for us to go back to blackwell so he could find a party. miller steph josiah and i rode in josiahs scion(SP?) and ian and alison rode in ians truck. we split up at the gas station and the 4 of us went one way back to blackwell and ian and alison took another way. we were planning on taking this shortcut to come out infront of ian. we were way ahead of them so miller called them on the cell.

i guess what happened was alision hadnt closed her door all the way so ian pulled over onto the shoulder after we all split up and a cop pulled up and asked what was wrong. ian said it was to just close the door right, and the cop was like "well youre not all the way onto the shoulder, can i see your lisence and insurance"...i guess ian didnt have insurance so he got a ticket.

we all got back to blackwell...well all of us that rode in the scion anyways..and we went over to the lovells house. then steph and i made josiah take us back to her place. and we messed around over there for a while, then some one called and asked if we wanted to go down the street to were all the guys were drinking. so steph and i hung out at her house for a while longer then walked over there.we drank for a bit and then went to stephs house to get vodka, then went back and drank some more.

then steph and i went home around 4.15 and josiah stayed with us for a bit. then around 5.30 cuz we fell asleep in stephs bed...stupid drunkeness. then me and steph goofed off untill about 6.30 then went to bed.

we woke up round 10 something, got on the computer for a bit then bryan and nick showed up. steph took me home to be attacked by nicoles friends. i made smoothies then went to sleep as they were all leaving. then mom called and asked if i could babysit jerica prices little sister callie...so now im over at their house babysitting her. i have no idea how long ill be here. but im tierd and i want to sleep some more.but i cant cuz im babysitting.

<3 raiinie
NEVER EVER EVER be the only single girl in a "party" of nothing but 7 guys and 3 girls. dont EVER let me drink beer then offer me vodka...BIG mistake, steph learned that last night lol

the talent show sucked ass last night
last years was so much better
the only good performances was sarah R. ballet performance
and blade, stephs, geoff and all thems little matrix skit thing
attention span zeros band performance
and brooke haskins sang a song from phantom of the opera
DAMN she was good too
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im sick today...
ive had tonselitis for the past week
and lastnight it got really bad
and i dont think cheering at the talent show helped at all
so now im condemed to sit at home all day
drinking hot tea and cleaning for my lil sis' bday party tonight
and since im sick now
i cant go to stephs to be away from the group
of 12-13 yrold, squeeling, snobby girls
and i cant go hang out with josiah and sarah r for josiahs bday
im pissed beyound imagination
this sucks hardocre emo ass

you guys should come and visit me
make me feel better
<3 Raiinie
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(the song sarah danced to last night)
The Postal Service - Nothing Better
Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye

so the parental unit
AKA mother figure
conned me into going to the winter formal
she convinced me to buy this dress yesterday
and then said that since she bought it
i had to go to the valentines formal
im pissed because its the weekend after valentines
which i had been planning to spend in enid with my "Family"
adam chris chloe and all of them
stupid bitch

so how many of my friends are going with me?
or are you all going to abandon me again?

on the plus side though,
i got to try on a ton of dresses...
felt like a princess lol
and i hate dresses which makes it even wierder

sitting at school
the talent shows tonight
cant wait

<3 raiinie
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BTW finally got the pics from amanda that we took of the family at the god in a machine concert....i guess ill post one of em...lol

chloe and chris,me and adam, then cowboy, then alex...this is only part of my family...amanda was taking the pic, and BJ and Aimee left before we took pictures...Troy was in the bathroom...